Any concious effort you make to try to realize something extends the time it takes. Realization is serendipitously and instantaneously knowing. Like sleep, it comes quicker when you don't think about it.
What changes between perceiving reality in one mental state, compared to another? I wrote this story from an experience I had.
And then it had been Raining
I vividly recall most of this happening. It's a surrealistic piece full of delusion and corrosion.
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